The 4 year update

01/27/2019

Starbucks
Denver, CO

Can't believe this update took more than 4 years. Nevertheless I am happy to note that I have made some serious strides on the promise I made to myself 4 years ago. My game has been improving. It did take a long time for me to digest all the theory I learnt and take it to the field but today I am much more comfortable being in social settings. I can easily open a stranger today and talk to him / her for a good amount of time. I have successfully scored numbers of about 6 chics, seduced 2 of them, got laid with both of them. There however seems to be a pattern, chics who I have been able to seduce so far were mainly desi and probably around 7 to 7.5 and now I feel this intense desire coming out of me to land a blonde hottie 8 or above. I can only imagine how it would feel to seduce a chic of that caliber while getting seduced by her in return at the same time.

Next steps - keep going out at least every alternate night and try to open as many chics as possible and practice the art of seduction.

Lay reports coming up in the next post.

The Preface

7/20/2014 

10:30 PM

Starbucks

North Olmsted

Looks like my life is taking me onto a new kind of track, a track that I never ever thought was a reality for me. A track that could perhaps be life changing. A track that could lead myself towards a new me. 

I believe I have always had these two sides in me. One of them like the technical, logical and kinda scientific side and I have always felt a good deal of proud for that side. I have always felt solving technical/scientific problems little bit less daunting that the other side. This same side has been pretty much keeping me alive, bringing out the achiever inside me and has been mostly responsible for my satisfaction from life in general. 

But as they say, no one is 100% perfect, neither am I. The other side of me which I would like to phrase as the social side, the relationships side, basically the side which makes us friendlier, conversationalist and to sum it up very comfortable/confident in a social setting with strangers has not been as great as the other side. Basically, i feel like a nerd. I wouldn't say that I am totally inept at it, rather I would say this side has never been able to keep up with the other side.

And this is where I am gonna change about myself now. I am gonna come out a stronger better myself. So strong that I can conquer anything realistic that I desire. I am gonna fuck this world while looking them in their eye.