The Preface

7/20/2014 

10:30 PM

Starbucks

North Olmsted

Looks like my life is taking me onto a new kind of track, a track that I never ever thought was a reality for me. A track that could perhaps be life changing. A track that could lead myself towards a new me. 

I believe I have always had these two sides in me. One of them like the technical, logical and kinda scientific side and I have always felt a good deal of proud for that side. I have always felt solving technical/scientific problems little bit less daunting that the other side. This same side has been pretty much keeping me alive, bringing out the achiever inside me and has been mostly responsible for my satisfaction from life in general. 

But as they say, no one is 100% perfect, neither am I. The other side of me which I would like to phrase as the social side, the relationships side, basically the side which makes us friendlier, conversationalist and to sum it up very comfortable/confident in a social setting with strangers has not been as great as the other side. Basically, i feel like a nerd. I wouldn't say that I am totally inept at it, rather I would say this side has never been able to keep up with the other side.

And this is where I am gonna change about myself now. I am gonna come out a stronger better myself. So strong that I can conquer anything realistic that I desire. I am gonna fuck this world while looking them in their eye.